I’m not lying…you know how hard it is to constantly received comments from people saying ‘ow,you’re fat’, ‘what happened to you??’, ‘eee,gumuk…’ and all those stuffs..I have no problem receiving and accepting those remarks but some times, I do feel offended. Why? Because it’s not easy to suddenly be hearing people talking about your body. I don’t know about you guys but for me it is such a serious issue. Well, my bad actually..I’ve been spending too much time eating and sleeping after the SPM exam, that’s why I gained so many weights in a short period. I should have been spending more time exercising or jogging in order to get rid of those bulgy areas right, but I just don’t have the desire to do so. Damn, I am lazy. In those 8 months gap(after SPM and before entering KTT) I went from 53 kg to 60 kg. Nice job Allan. My weight now??? You don’t want to know.
My previous size...
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Well,maybe I’m not that fat..but still it shocked me so freaking much to see the differences in size between those pictures..and notice how my ‘flat tyre’ changed to the ‘big and round area surrounding my stomach’.. God,help me to be skinny again..I’m begging you.
p/s:credit to azlaily for the picture.It makes me realize how much work to be done right now.
I can’t wait for December to arrive. I wanted to go to London and celebrate Christmas there and I’m really looking forward to ’shop till I drop’…haha..Now why am I excited??Because they’re having Boxing Day.There will be a massive reduction in price. Like really2 reduced..They said the sale can goes up to 90% discount..Like are they fucking real??Well,I’m not sure..I have to check that myself right??My friends are planning to go to Turkey first, so maybe…maybeeeeeeeeee I’m going with them. New place, new experience…Why not right??But, what will I be doing there??Ow I know..camwhoring..haha..Then, I need to buy a camera. I’ve been looking at Ebay and searching for a cheap camera(cheapskate right….) but I ended up bidding dslr camera and guess what?? I won. The price is about 300 pounds and the seller have a complete 100% positive feedback and his company received award from Ebay and bla..bla..bla..(too much details aren’t that great right??)Well,I haven’t paid for the item yet. Why? Because I don’t think that’s a good investment. I mean, I don’t need such camera right??I can just go for the simple one. But the thing is I’m really into dslr camera right now..haha..Been reading much about them in the internet. Of course I didn’t know what are they talking about but still, I can feel the excitement just by reading the reviews. Stupid me..So, should I or shouldn’t I pay for the camera? I only have 3/4 days left before the deal ended. Ow, it’s Canon EOS 100D/REBEL Xs by the way. It was released on mid 2008. So,it’s quite newold(new but old)…okay,I’ve just invented that one…haha..Why don’t I buy the latest one??Coz it’s damn expensive..I need to save money to shop this December…(;
I went to Nottingham last Saturday..I was attending the so called ‘biggest Malaysian games in the UK’ and damn, it is BIG..Dato Ahmad Shabery Cheek was there on behalf of The Prime Minister to graced the event.To those who didn’t know, he is our Minister of Youth and Sports. Nottingham University were crowded with thousands of Malaysian(erk,I’m not really sure but based on my observation the event does seem to be attended by thousands of people). For a moment, I felt as if I’m back at Malaysia. There were quite a number of games held at the event but I can’t stop laughing when they showed us the montage of the event. Why?? Because ‘Batu Seremban’ and ‘Congkak’ were in the games list. No wonder they call it the ‘Malaysian Games’. I thought it was only because it was participated by the Malaysians all across the UK but the ‘games’ itself pretty much explains the event.
We departed from Newcastle around 3.30 a.m and we arrived at Nottingham at 7 a.m. When we arrived there, almost all of my friends stumbled upon their long lost friends or cousins but that’s not the same scenario with me *sigh*. I have no one there. Well,at least my friends came there with a reason. To meet with their friends. Me??I just wanted to experience being surrounded by a sea of Malaysian in the UK. Lame right??Well, I actually went there in hope of meeting Giwok and surprise-surprise, we did met but our conversation isn’t that long. He was occupied with his football match(well,that’s the only reason he went there..haha). But our time together is precious and we met during the time I needed him the most. Just before I went back to Newcastle(I wanted to stay there but since we have exam on Monday and I haven’t study,I decided to go back(not that I’ll pass the exam right..huhu)). Well,after seeing my Uni friends chit chating with their friends and camwhoring, I can’t help myself but to envy them as there’s no one I know there. Well, I’m happy for my friends because at least they did not completely eradicate me upon seeing their friends. So, to Afandi, Afdhal and Muzhaffar..you guys just saved my day.
Meeting Giwok even for just 20 minutes had pretty much makes me happy. And I really wanted to celebrate my first Christmas in the UK with him, but sadly enough he already had a plan.What’s the plan?I’ve promised not to tell anyone but I’m totally understand his situation now so I will not force him. At least I know Dyan will still be coming to London and we gonna party really hard. Dyan, you’re in right??And ow,the best part of the event is the ‘Malaysian Food Festival’..The price of the foods is acceptable and the variation of foods really makes you go ‘uhh…’, ‘ahhhh’, ‘yummy’..Well,it’s not easy to find Malaysian foods here right?
i haVE no ProbLem wiTH PeoPle beIng reLigiOus..in fACt, i reSPect tHem As thEY hoLd on TO THeir FAIth buT WHen RELiGIOus PEOPle meSS my liFE i fuCKing Hate THeM and fEEL liKe CHoPPing thEM intO pieCEs..Like liteRALLy..Okay,THe stOry is thaT my eXternaL Hard driVE is loaDEd wiTH moviEs..i meAN moviEs liKe aMeriCAN pie, euROtrip,aLL thosE stuFFS(you knoW WHat i meAN riTE??AZHar,i knoW yoU do…haHA) anD if peoPLe wANted to boRROw my ExterNal,i wiLL neVEr Say No..SO,this one guY boRRowed the eXternaL and WHen he transfeRRed the movieS to his eXternaL,i wAs not theRE so i’Ve no idEA whiCH moviEs diD hE trANsFErRed..i thougHT eVErything wAS fiNe untiL i reCEived one SMs frOm the guy’s frienD asking ‘APsal ko BaGi muVIe yg Pelik2 Kat ***??‘
i wAs liKe ‘WTF…wHat’s thiS guy prObLem??’..SO,me beiNg a niCE perSOn rEPlied ‘muviE peLik???apsal??‘..and he texTEd me baCK saying ‘AKu taK naKlh ko Bagi dia muVIe2 yg bnyaK bENda Pelik…DIa tu aMEK je APe Yg org BG kt diE,so neXt tiMe jGN baGI die muVIe2 mcM tu K‘
piSSEd oFF???YoU beT i diDN’t..HELL..it’s fuCKing heLL…he SAId i’m tHe one who gave THat guy the movieS…weLL,i know they come FROm my EXternaL buT he dIdn’t EXpect me TO siT neXt to the GUy WHen thE transFeR aRe beiNg maDE anD teLL him MoviEs THaT HE SHoulDN’t copY right??and it’s onLy that kinD of moVIe,so it’s not thaT biG of deAL..beT he’ll be SLamMing at my DOOr anD yeLLing if i gaVe hiS frIend a poRN movie(ya,liKe i owN one….haHA)
oKay i knoW it’s juST a sMALL maTTer buT foR me it iSN’t..it’s moRe thaN thaT..aS if i’M the baD guy heRe..oKay,we aRE gROwn up sO it doeSN’t maTTer WHateveR kinD of moVIe YOu waNNa waTch..YOu can’t teLL peoPLe wHAt to wATch and WHat’s noT..pLus,WHo aRE you TO him??iF he’S YOu brOther or COusIn i wiLL totaLLy undeRstand,but He is juSt your friENd,so WTF!!!
ReaLLy..ANd i DIdn’t EVen haVe to seNd thiS Lappie TO any GadgeT FIxinG stoRe..i juST neED my fRIend..THe viRgin WIreLEss RouTEr Were SENt on wEDNesday buT me aNd my houSEMate haVe proBLems ConnECting TO the rOuter..it WAs onLy this moRninG that we finaLLy abLe to conFIgure WHat haPPeneD and WE ruSH to See wheTHer Our Lappies haS coNNectED TO it Or noT..GOod neWs foR my FRiend buT not me..My LaptOp sEEMs TO be haVIng ProbLems TO reCEive any DAta seNt in tHE coNNectiOn and i wAS so deVAstateD tHat i WENt for a WALk anD hanGIng ouT at my fren’s Place..ANd WHen i CoMe baCK hoMe,the Laptop stiLL COuldn’t COnnECt to tHe intERNet(Ow,bTW i’Ve beEN tryinG to coNNect my lapTOp to the WIreleSS eVEr sinCe i aRRived heRe..triEd on 4 diFFerent loCATion but it stiLL CoulDN’t reCeiVE any data)..SO,i wAS thinKing of SENding the Laptop TO pcWOrld(aZHar,i’ve fouNd one stoRe at my plaCe..yeAY)
THen a frieNd of miNe DRop by AT my Place to MeeT One of my houseMate..and the houseMate(Zaid) seEMs to be haVIng the SAMe prob wiTH me..SO the frieNd Take a Look at hiS Laptop anD he staRt TO cLick On someThing aNd voiLa,ZAid’s Laptop iS fiXEd…i ruSHed TO my LaptoP and he FoLLowed me and He did the SAMe thinG to my Laptop ANd the neXt thinG i kneW,i WAs heRE siTTIng in FROnt of my LaPtop and SMilIng veRY wiDE whiLe Writing this poST..GOd,Im daMn haPPy…haHa.Now i reaLize hoW Lack My knowLedge Is wheN it coMes to TEchnoLogy stuFFs..haHa..
TO aHMad faRId WAJdi, A biG thaNKs to YOu..YOu’Ve jusT sAVE my dAy…
aRRiVed AT neWCastLe ABout a WEEk AGO anD beEN buSY seTTLing DOwn heRe…i Like it heRe..weLL if YOu put aWAy the wHole ‘it’s SO coLd heRe’, eVErything aBout this pLace is briLLiant(the word thaT ofTEN useD by tHE peopLe heRe wheN theY aRe Praising soMething or someOne)..
STaying AT ZainaL’s(thE seniOr heRE) for tHE firSt feW days theN Moved TO my Place..the HOuse is DAMn biG buT it’s noT aS peRfeCt as YOu may thinK..the COndition aRe oKay buT noT gOOd anD faR FroM beinG ExceLLent..buT siNce WE onLy REnting it foR 9 monTHs(that’S the shorTEst contract AVailabLe) i thiNk i CAN liVE wiTH thaT..weLL,my houSE baCK theRE at SABah(the greatesT plaCE to liVE eVEr) iS noT as biG buT the conditioN aRE muCh muCH muCH beTTEr thaN THe oNe im stAYing heRe…i’Ve speNt a Lot oF tiMe at FANdi’s sinCE theiR pLace aRe situated neARer TO the meDIcal sCHoOl..
TAlking bouT meDic i’ve finaLLy reaLised tHat im not FIt to beCOme a meDIc studENt(i sHOuld haVE notiCEd this eARLier)…reaLLy..sEEing aLL thoSe briLLiant studENts aT the leCture roOms maKe me ENviouS and i starTEd to somPare myseLf to thEM..thEy maKes note WHen the leCtures weRe giVEN whiLe im juSt siTting thERe and staRE BLanKly at tHe leCturERs anD the neXt thinG i kneW,the leCtures Had endeD..liKe wtF…weLL,it’s haRd to undERstand theiR aCCent…liKe reaLLy2 haRd..weLL,my firSt lanGUage is not ENglisH and that maKes things evEN moRE diFFIcult FOr me to undERstand wHat’ve Been TOld in tHe lectuREs…
AZhaR anD dyAN, YOu beTTer coMe anD visIt me this deCember..i neED YOu guys..beEN miSSing MalaysiA a Lot anD miSSing my faMiLy liKe heLL…i wonDEr whAT thEy DOinG righT now..im so goNNa go baCK hoMe neXt yeAR…and i miSS my GF so muCH..hoPing thaT she wiLL be oKay at indiA….and my frieNds at MaLAysia ANd indiA toO…hoPe they aRe doing weLL….
It may be hard for an egg to turn into a bird: it would be a jolly sight harder for it to learn to fly while remaining an egg. We are like eggs at present. And you cannot go on indefinitely being just an ordinary, decent egg. We must be hatched or go bad.
